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The Woman Who Saved Me: Donielle Jolie Yanez and the Power of Healing Loudly

Why did you want to see me die

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Why did you want to see me die?

In this world where darkness does reside.

Was it envy that fueled your wicked desire?

Or a heart consumed by unquenchable fire?


Why did you want to see me fall?

To witness me crumble, lose it all.

Did my light threaten your own existence?

Or my strength stir up your deepest resistance?


Why did you want to see me break?

To revel in my pain, for your own sake.

Did my dreams ignite your inner strife?

Or my resilience challenge your way of life?


Why did you want to see me bleed?

To feed your hunger, satisfy your greed.

Did my scars expose your hidden fears?

Or my tears awaken your dormant tears?


Why did you want to see me drown?

To watch me sink beneath life's heavy crown.

Did my spirit provoke your own defeat?

Or my hopelessness make your victory sweet?


But though you wished for my demise,

I am here, stronger, against all the lies.

For in each trial, I found my true worth,

And emerged resilient, reborn, and unearthed.


So, ask yourself, why did you want to see me die?

When I will rise, with wings spread, up high.

For your darkness cannot extinguish my light,

In this dance of life, I choose to ignite.

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