"Why are you so emotional all the time,
stop your crying."
It's easy to say,
when you're the one gaslighting and lying.
My knees tucked into my chest,
my head buried in between
My pain is so apparent,
and then he starts to scream.
My mind is racing,
I am completely mentally exhausted.
I just want to go to bed,
but keep on getting accosted.
I have tried to remove myself,
he will not give me space.
Confusion and Hysteria,
please get out of my face.
This has gone on for hours,
I desperately need to rest.
A panic attack so severe,
I feel my heart explode in my chest.
"Baby please stop,
I swear I'm being honest.
You told me you'd never hurt me,
why are you breaking your promise?"
Just to find out,
he covertly planned his attack.
He was secretly recording,
trying to get me to react.
He wanted evidence,
to use for his smear campaign.
So he could call me crazy,
and slander my name.
He would make himself the victim,
and me the abuser.
He said whoever tells the story,
first they always believe the accuser.
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