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I tried to love you

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I tried to love you even when the skies turned gray,

When thunder roared and tears fell astray.

But my heart couldn't deny the ache and pain,

As love slowly slipped away, leaving nothing but strain.


I tried to love you even when doubts filled my mind,

When our connection faltered and grew unkind.

But the pieces of our love puzzle wouldn't align,

Leaving me questioning if love was simply blind.


I tried to love you even when the silence grew loud,

When words lost their meaning and our voices were drowned.

But the emptiness that echoed in our hearts,

Made me realize that love's flame had lost its sparks.


I tried to love you even when forgiveness seemed hard,

When mistakes lingered and left us scarred.

But the wounds never healed, they only grew deep,

Leaving a void that love could no longer keep.


I tried to love you even when distance kept us apart,

When time and space created a rift in our heart.

But the longing for a love that felt true,

Reminded me that sometimes love can't push through.


I tried to love you even when happiness faded away,

When smiles turned to tears and laughter held at bay.

But the pain in my soul couldn't be concealed,

As love's magic unraveled, the truth was revealed.


I tried to love you even when dreams turned to dust,

When hopes fell apart and faith was crushed.

But love's foundation had grown weak and frail,

Leaving me wondering if love could ever prevail.


I tried to love you even when I was lost in the dark,

When shadows consumed and left their mark.

But the light of love had dimmed and died,

Leaving me empty, with nothing left to confide.


I tried to love you even when it became clear,

That love's journey had taken a turn I couldn't steer.

But sometimes love simply fades and drifts away,

Leaving behind echoes of what could never stay.


I tried to love you, but maybe it wasn't meant to be,

Sometimes love's path is not what we foresee.

But I'll cherish the moments we shared, however brief,

And find solace in love's memories, amidst the grief.

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