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Surviving my narcissistic hell. How my abuser proposed to me while rapeing me

The Proposal

How you act in the next few minutes is going to determine the night that we have.

So I calmed myself and tried to stop crying and being sad.

If I do anything wrong, he says he will leave. What happens next is just so hard to believe. 

I just tried to kill myself, I'm in hysterics and crying. I am so worn out from all the gaslighting and lying.

My emotions are so strong, this is so much to take. Now he's on top of me, and I'm starting to be raped. 

I lay on my stomach, bury my face in the bed. He's telling me all these promises, he's messing with my head.

He thrusts himself inside me so roughly I'm crying because of the pain. Then he whispers in my ear he wants to give me his last name. 

I'm sitting so confused, my tears now muffled out. My soul is slowly dying, I just want to scream and shout.

 I just want everything to be better, I want to be free. his final blow, he whispers, "Dan, will you marry me

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