Narcissist abuse is like grondhogs day.


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I wanted to share some of my early poetry right after I broke up with my narcissist.  This was in the thick of my trauma bond. These were the worst of my days. I would cry for hours on the floor begging my mother for permission to unalive myself.


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NARCISSISTIC ABUSE KILLS!!!

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I feel trapped inside my own mind,

running around in a fog, lost in time.

Endless loops, thoughts repeating,

an agonizing cycle, my sanity depleting.

Confusion consumes, thoughts hijacked,

by narcissistic hate, my mind attacked.

An out-of-body experience, I wander astray,

lost in this labyrinth, unable to find my way.

Purgatory's embrace, this must be,

where souls linger, longing to be free.

Like a ghost, I wander, unable to move on,

trapped in this limbo, where hope is gone.

An endless loop of tears and sorrow,

each day blending into a bleak tomorrow.

I feel like I have died, yet still I remain,

captured in this prison of eternal pain.

My mind, a labyrinth of anguish untold,

where darkness reigns and dreams unfold.

No rhyme or reason, no metrical scheme,

just a chaotic echo of my silent screams.

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